Oct 07, 2005 16:00
so last night i realized that i wasted my time on so many people.
derek has a new girlfriend. i'm so happy for him. she's beautiful!
derek is one of the few boyfriends i can actually say that i hold
nothing against. he was great. he didnt turn into a dick after we
broke up. hooking up with someone isnt gonna help me get over this.
i need to do it on my own. but dont get me wrong. having someone
helps ALOT. i love having someone to talk to and make me laugh
when i feel like crap. i think i took it for granted... i shouldnt
have said shit behind ur back. i guess that makes me a shitty friend.
but i'm lucky i have you and you dont hold anything against me :)
but other than the crappy things that happened last night.. it was still
a funny night. making eggos at like 3 in the morning! and watching chapelle!
dustin and i laughing at robert crying! haha!! "i dont wanna be by myself" aww
poor guy. maybe tues. night was better. i was an "american eagle" haha. wait ur pagan
right? or is it ruben? or is it ruben pagan? it was a weird name. and is ur birthday
on the 21st or the 23rd? who knows? i was confused. and then going in patricks room
to a "hello.. goodbye" i love you guys here! the drama that goes on here could really
be in a reality show. where's the confessional natalia? hmm hmm?? i'm not gonna
live like this! with all this crap everywhere! i'm a bad roommate! hahah! riiight!
long live the lakeside posse and all the those who wished they lived in 105!