drugs don't work!
ALRIGHTY THEN~ somebody please tell me why I'm on an atibiotic and some stupid Claritin or whatever if it's not gonna help me at all? I'm feelin' worse today than I did yesterday! My head hurts so badly and my stomach isn't too happy either :( I need a blankie, my pillow, my bed, my stuffed gorilla, and a nap! I still don't know what I'm gonna do about Friday and that's really stressin' me out. I really don't want to miss the competition and game because that would let the whole band and my director down but I also can't miss work because I already had to dip out 2 weeks ago and nobody can work for me this week and they are getting extremely pissed and I'm afraid I'll get fired if I don't go. Hmmmm.... Since I've been sick I haven't been to marching practice and I don't know any of the sets for the last song so I shouldn't go but....once again there is a but....I have the solo in that song and that would be very uncool if I dumped that on poor Anne even though she has already memorized it. Oh goodness. I better make a desicion soon though cuz I think I should tell him by today what I'm going to do. Jared has to miss the competition too though so maybe it won't be a complete shock if I'm not there. Although, how are they going to have a show at all without quads??? I dunno. I think I'm just gonna dip on the competition. That's the best thing for everybody I think. I hope. Oh well. Sorry for whoever's reading this but thank god for live journals. I can get out everything here. It's so nice just to be able to vent about everything. It's kinda funny. Looking back at my past entries I make myself sounds like a spoiled lil' brat who complains about everything and is a lil' bitch! Hee hee hee. I swear I'm not really like this. It's just my place to let everything go :) Thanx
MUAH!
MUAH!