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-have to complain again...my mom is being strict on me and not letting me see Josh (mainly) because *dum dum da dum* Im not spending enough time with her!!!! wow!!! she calls me a slut and a whore but she wants ME to spend more time with HER...I hate her. This is like being in house arrest...I didnt do anything wrong...she has been suggesting that I do certain things around the house...and I have. But no...that isnt good enough!! "Im a little baby and my daughter needs to spend time with me even though I am completely horrible to her...lie to her, call her names, make sure she feels like crap every freaking day" geeeeeeeeeez!!! SO I am going to spend time with her and such and hopefully go to Josh's house tomorrow to hang out and meet his new kitty!!! Today was a relief though...I got to see Josh because of church and hang out afterwards cause he takes his SAT tomorrow (pray for him!!) and doesnt get up at four am!!! yay!!
-anyways...earlier I hung out with Chad *friend from school* we went to the mall and I got the boots from Hot Topic I have been wanting so badly!!! and he wouldnt let me pay for my own food...jeez...he just got laid off from work, yet he is still going to pay for my lunch?!! lol...not complaining...it was sweet. we had fun...then we went to his mom's office and he taught me how to play pool!!! and I beat him!!! on my first try!!! I was hyper and excited...so now we are going to hang out alot and play pool since I know how to play now!!! he is a good friend and I am glad he finally opened up to me!!!
-Oh yeah...and Sunday...I saw the girl who I have been writing about...she seems different. everyone told me she has been acting different...so I dont know...I wont be getting close to her again though!! She came over to me after, and we said some things and she was going to leave when I called her name and said to wait. I called her over and told her I was sorry for everything that happened and wished that it didnt. She said "me too" and said she was stressed and didnt know how to handle it and now she does...so I will be watching. I cant get close again though...
-went to Dustin's surprise party Saturday... it was fun...Josh and I had a driver and she was SOOO kewl!! I also have to hang out with Mike and Connie...I miss them more than I thought! plus Mike said he was upset that I had his number and didnt call often...so yeah...got to fix that....
guess that is all for an update....I still wrote alot considering I didnt have alot to say!!! toodles............
-anyways...earlier I hung out with Chad *friend from school* we went to the mall and I got the boots from Hot Topic I have been wanting so badly!!! and he wouldnt let me pay for my own food...jeez...he just got laid off from work, yet he is still going to pay for my lunch?!! lol...not complaining...it was sweet. we had fun...then we went to his mom's office and he taught me how to play pool!!! and I beat him!!! on my first try!!! I was hyper and excited...so now we are going to hang out alot and play pool since I know how to play now!!! he is a good friend and I am glad he finally opened up to me!!!
-Oh yeah...and Sunday...I saw the girl who I have been writing about...she seems different. everyone told me she has been acting different...so I dont know...I wont be getting close to her again though!! She came over to me after, and we said some things and she was going to leave when I called her name and said to wait. I called her over and told her I was sorry for everything that happened and wished that it didnt. She said "me too" and said she was stressed and didnt know how to handle it and now she does...so I will be watching. I cant get close again though...
-went to Dustin's surprise party Saturday... it was fun...Josh and I had a driver and she was SOOO kewl!! I also have to hang out with Mike and Connie...I miss them more than I thought! plus Mike said he was upset that I had his number and didnt call often...so yeah...got to fix that....
guess that is all for an update....I still wrote alot considering I didnt have alot to say!!! toodles............