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I need to talk to someone who wont judge me. Someone who wont tell me how stupid I am and how stupid he is. Someone that wont make me realize that this is not worth it. Someone who can just let me talk. And since there are few people like that I will just tell my LJ.
Yes, it's true. There is just something attractive about a bad boy. What is it? I really don't know. This boy is a rebel and a bad boy, but he is so good to me. Most of my friends hate him and don't see the point in me going out with him. I wonder if he really will leave. How did I get so attatched? Actually, it was easy. Who wouldn't love a guy that is good to you, who respects you, and who would love to just hold you in his arms all night long? So he might leave, he might get in trouble, but at least it will be fun while it lasts. You know what? Fuck all the people who don't like him and who think he is worthless and stupid. FUCK YOU. I could care less what you all think.
I guess that in reality I needed to judge myself. I needed to tell myself how stupid I am and how stupid he is. I needed to make myself realize that this is not worth it. I guess I needed to hear all of this from myself, but I'm still going to have my fun and keep him around because I like him and thats all that matters.
Yes, it's true. There is just something attractive about a bad boy. What is it? I really don't know. This boy is a rebel and a bad boy, but he is so good to me. Most of my friends hate him and don't see the point in me going out with him. I wonder if he really will leave. How did I get so attatched? Actually, it was easy. Who wouldn't love a guy that is good to you, who respects you, and who would love to just hold you in his arms all night long? So he might leave, he might get in trouble, but at least it will be fun while it lasts. You know what? Fuck all the people who don't like him and who think he is worthless and stupid. FUCK YOU. I could care less what you all think.
I guess that in reality I needed to judge myself. I needed to tell myself how stupid I am and how stupid he is. I needed to make myself realize that this is not worth it. I guess I needed to hear all of this from myself, but I'm still going to have my fun and keep him around because I like him and thats all that matters.