i am heavily buzzed right now.
i am finally home, which sort of feels good...? i have been literally dead untill today because finals week seriously FUCKED up my circadian rythm. this means that i have spent my break in a comatose state in pajamas watching good cable, not bad!!!
last nite, went on a date with this really sweet kid zack... in three adjectives, zack is: spoiled, handsome, & jewish. he makes me laugh, but beyond that, realistically, no attraction. the best part of the date was the movie we went to see, closer. i loved this movie. it is disturbing, however it was very touching and very accurate. definitely think it is a truthful rendition of fuckers who cheat. you know who you are. >:0
today was my first day back at merrill. i guess that i am still in shock... i started off my day at ten a.m., chatted with a lot of brokers, and asked a lot of questions. i always joke to my kappas about getting a sugar daddy, but today it actually became a prospect. i was wined, dine'd, and asked to cabo. yes, a broker who is about seven years older than me invited me on an all-expense-paid vacation to cabo san lucas in february. at first i thought he was joking, but at this point we had spent the whole work day together, were having dinner at pf changs, and had consumed three martinis. he brought up how he had won this amazing vacation to cabo in feb for earning the most commission, and since he had just broken up with his girlfriend recently he was just going to sell the trip to another broker... being incredibly young and incredibly naive, i replied with how sorry i was and how i am sure he would win another trip with how successful he is at merrill... he completely turned the conversation into relationships and blah blah blah then bottom line, he told me how incredibly mature and beautiful i was for nineteen followed with "you should come to cabo with me"... ummm... i didn't even know what to say, i know that i am really buzzed now which means a couple hours ago i was at least border line drunk. i told him that i was a little taken off guard, that i know i would have fun with him (which i would) but i would definitely need time to think about it. then he asked if we could at least date, to which i said yes... however, this isn't sitting well with me... i told him that worst case scenario, if something happened, i am going to be there all summer and it would just be weird. i guess i am just really creeped out now.
and i miss georgish. there, i said it.