Fools On Me...
Guess Whos Pulling Dumb Shit?? Yepppp. He Sure Is. I Flipped Out On Him Yesterday Throwing Iced Coffee All Over Him And Pushing Him In Front Of Mad People Cuz He Was Being A Dick To Me On The Phone In Front Of His Friend....And Then I Had To Go To Work And Then He Left.....Anddd Didn't Come Home Last Night. No Fucking Goood. He's STILL Not Home. I Guess I Don't Blame Him But I KNOW That This Is Just Some Excuse That He Can Get To Leave. Because Worse Has Happened In The Past And He Wouldn't Pull This Shit. I'm Telling You What, If We Break Up Again, That'll Be For Good. I Know It, Cuz Last Time We Were Broken Up For 3 Months And Thats A Pretty Long Time, And Now I KNOW That If It Happens, It's Going To Stay That Way. I Feared Breaking Up With Him Because Of This Same Exact Feeling I Have Right Now. Either Way, It's Going To Be Okay. Hopefully. Man This Feeling Suckkkkksss!!! I'll Make It, I'll Be Okay. Right?