uggggh... who cares?
is it really going to matter if i don't take physics? am i not going to get into any college? we already know i won't get into a uc, so why bother? i'm trying for states so i don't need physics. i've done my 2 years. i do honors english, i'm in precal... i get a's in history. doesn't any of that matter? is one class really going to alter my college status by that much???
well today i dropped physics. it's very hard, i don't understand it at all, whatsoever. i know that i'll get an f in the class. so i think everythings ok. i decide to take foods for and elective because there aren't much choices. it's not a college approved course... but so what? it's only one semester and next semester i can take a college course.... but my mom and everyone else makes me feel like i'm stupid. like i'm a flake cuz i dropped pyshics. but isn't it better i get out now? man... wtf... school sucks... i hate stress.. i hate having to know what i want to do with my life. and i hate having to prepare way in advance for college. gosh.... i'm never going to major in anything mathematical, so why bother taking a class where i really don't understand it? i had 5 science teachers help me and a few really smart people, and still... i don't get it. i just don't. and it's only the second week of school. thats pathetic.
so as you all can tell, i'm not in that great of a mood. and sorry i haven't updated for awhile but livejournal is really stupid lately and if they don't post this entry up i'm never updating again.
anyways, me and tina went and saw swimfan at the mall today. it was cool cuz she picked me up and i felt more adultlike lol. but yeah. we went and saw that and it was ok but not that great. i also saw fear dot com on monday and that was scary as crap... lol. so you guys should see it. but yeah, we saw marlaina and she was hecka giving us bad looks and crap... gosh she's so immature.
well tomorrow i have to work and crap and yeah... so i'm gonna go get some sleep. i also have to go out of town to buy stupid briefs for song. rawr on the world.
that's all i have to say.
xoxo
me
well today i dropped physics. it's very hard, i don't understand it at all, whatsoever. i know that i'll get an f in the class. so i think everythings ok. i decide to take foods for and elective because there aren't much choices. it's not a college approved course... but so what? it's only one semester and next semester i can take a college course.... but my mom and everyone else makes me feel like i'm stupid. like i'm a flake cuz i dropped pyshics. but isn't it better i get out now? man... wtf... school sucks... i hate stress.. i hate having to know what i want to do with my life. and i hate having to prepare way in advance for college. gosh.... i'm never going to major in anything mathematical, so why bother taking a class where i really don't understand it? i had 5 science teachers help me and a few really smart people, and still... i don't get it. i just don't. and it's only the second week of school. thats pathetic.
so as you all can tell, i'm not in that great of a mood. and sorry i haven't updated for awhile but livejournal is really stupid lately and if they don't post this entry up i'm never updating again.
anyways, me and tina went and saw swimfan at the mall today. it was cool cuz she picked me up and i felt more adultlike lol. but yeah. we went and saw that and it was ok but not that great. i also saw fear dot com on monday and that was scary as crap... lol. so you guys should see it. but yeah, we saw marlaina and she was hecka giving us bad looks and crap... gosh she's so immature.
well tomorrow i have to work and crap and yeah... so i'm gonna go get some sleep. i also have to go out of town to buy stupid briefs for song. rawr on the world.
that's all i have to say.
xoxo
me