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Ok here goes. I have these weird feelings. I love someone. It scares me a lot. I think it is because of Orin. That hurt me. People say I need to forget about him, I am, but what he did will still remain for the future. I am scared that the person I love will all of a sudden change their mind. This would be so devastating for me. It would be more severe then Orin by a loooong shot. I want this person so bad. I dont like this. I dont like thinking about what will happen. I keep telling myself live for today and let tomorrow happen. Well its hard. maybe today they stop liking me and tomorrow is when they tell me...oh man. I hope they still love me. I am such a loser..rawr