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About to goto bed. Today seemed to be a never ending day. I couldn't sleep last night at Betsy's for the life of me. I rolled like every 5 mins it seemed. Finally I gave up around noon. Betsy gets a call from Becca, so we go help her do her running around. She's mad at me for some stupid reason or another but really I don't care. Her hate for anyone doesn't last long anyways so I don't have much to worry about. I'm worried about her. I think with the people she's hanging out with now are not who she should be with. So much drugs and especially heroin. I hate that drug the most and I know she's doing it more than she normally would. She should save her money.. not waste it. Oh well its her life. Talked about drugs with my mom today. On our ride home from Holt. It's probably the most open I've been with her in a long time. I got home, checked my mail from all these colleges and shit for student loans. It was so freaking hot out I thought my horse would like to get sprayed with the hose which turned out to become a bath. I sprayed my mom's and sister's horses. It was fun. I miss being with my horses and being out in the country. It just gets old being out here. Maybe cuz there is nothing to do other than the same ol' same ol'. Talked on the phone. Oooh my mom made me baked chicken and potatoes. YUMMY!!! laid on the couch for a while and got online to look up tattoos. That's my day... for the most part. I'm so hot I'm going to lay down in my cool room.