Dec 31, 2012 14:23
It makes me feel gross to look back and read all the entries I had when I was with Michael. He is horrible and made me feel like shit all the time, and it's hard to believe I ever thought he was someone I wanted to be with long-term. I didn't come in here to look at old posts and reminisce about how horrible things were before we ended things, but that's what happened and now I feel stupid.
Anyways, what I did come in here for was to have somewhere solid to write down my new years resolutions. 2012 was a roller coaster of a year, mostly good, some bad. Here is what I plan on doing next year:
1. Buy groceries and eat in more. Try to pack lunches for school and SAVE SOME MONEY
2. of saving money, I need to grow the fuck up and learn how to handle my finances.
3. I would like to get and stay in shape. Im sick of feeling shitty about myself and it's time I finally do something to permanently change that.
4. I would like to hold onto why it is I want to be a nurse, and use that as motivation to get through school, especially when it is difficult.
5. I want to be the best person I can be.
I think those are pretty reasonable goals.
See-ya, 2012. The future's been real, but it's time to move on.