Why does tonight have to end? Why don't we hit re-start and pause it at our favorite parts?
As the past few weeks have gone by and I have had no time for my friends, I've realized how little I care that I am by myself so much. It's like I don't enjoy being around people anymore. All the conversations I hear seem so pointless and immature. I don't care who had sex with so-and-so. I've started thinking about life before I moved here again. I really miss how nieve I was. Maybe I don't. Sometimes I wish I never found out the things I did. I wish Josh never met Katy. I wish Kelsey hadn't lied. I can't do anything now. I despise humanity. It seems about that time for a mental breakdown.