Dec 28, 2004 23:17
Soo....yesterday:
A whole lot of NOTHING! I sat around alllll day doing, nothing. wow. just wow. Then my mom called at like 4 and was like...clean! your aunt and cousin are coming over for dinner. Abby would not clean, so i did. stupid. wow. But heres the kicker! They didnt end up coming! ah! wtf! Oh well. Then I went over Jilly's with Tyler. We hung out there and watched The Princess Diaries. hah good times! "I should be the only MILF in your life!" Fred, Donna and Jose <--disfunctional family! hahah! Then I came home at like 11:30. My cab driver was the hot one again! haha! he remebered me! haha lol i was like hehehe yay! Then I came home and did nothing.
TODAY: again, filled with nothing-ness. I tried to do the Histry PRoject...but i didnt really get anything done. My aunt and cousin came over for dinner tonight. that was fun..hah not. My cousin thinks im such a snob. Hes from Michiagan and hes 23? maybe 20? idk...but i've met him like once when i was like 7. So I didnt remeber him, so it was akward, like meeting a stranger lol. oh well. Then I did nothing some more. and now im doing nothign and talkin to tyler on the phone. arg.
TOMORROW: KATES!!! YAAY!!! havent been there since the semi! Im sooo excited! we're going bowling tomorrow night...to pick up boys! haha j/k! Then manicures on thursday! woo hoo! Im soooo excited!
I havent decided what im gonna do for New years...im like 80% sure im goin to Rachels...cuz not a lot of ppl are going to first night, and my mom wants me to go somewhere like...where she doesnt have to get me...cuz like she takes a cab home from ehr party on new years...if you catch my drift ;)
Well, Jill is gonna be mad at me for writing this...but im just gross...liek i cant even stand myselg anymore. im fat and ugly and stupid, and will alawyas be alone. I dont think anybody likes me, like as a friend. I bet everybody talks about me. and I deserve it. I hate pictues and mirrors...gross me. ick. ew. Thats all I have to say. good night.
<\3 Hannah