One of those days...
So today was just one of those days I wish had never happened. First of all, I overslept this morning. For the third time in two weeks I didn't hear my alarm clock going off, and at 7:50 I realized I was still in bed. So I get up, shower and get dressed in seriously four minutes and have to leave for class. I could barely stay awake in French, and I have a quiz tomorrow. I am so tired of tests and quizzes. I wish I didn't care as much as I do about school, but I can't help it.
Then I come back from French and went to lunch. My primary goal today was to take a nap, and I didn't do that. Instead, I worked on my math assignment and did my French homework. I've felt strange lately, sort of like I'm sick, but I'm not sick anymore.
I had a paper due today and it was one of the toughest papers I have ever written. It could only be 750 words, which is like a paragraph. So I go to class and could barely stay awake. I came back to an empty room because I forgot Christine W. and Sarah were going to something at the Union tonight.
All I want to do is sit here and cry, and then go to sleep. But no, I can't do that. I am getting together with some people in math to make a poster that's due on Monday. That should go well because I get along really well with the one girl.
Tomorrow is Friday and I'm not even looking forward to it. Saturday is the homecoming football game, and I'm not really looking forward to that either. It's supposed to rain and be yucky outside. On top of all of this, I am sick of having a crush and not doing anything about it. I really like this guy, and I will never do anything to let him know because I'm too scared. I wish I could have a conversation with this guy, but I can't because I only talk to him in class, and granted we get off topic a lot of the time, but I could talk to him for hours. I'm destined to be single my whole life. Why can't I find someone I like and who likes me back?
Anyway, I feel a lot better. I have to get going to meet the people from math. Hopefully tomorrow will be better than today was, and I will be able to relax this weekend. I probably will stress myself out again and have multiple break downs this weekend, but that's my life.
Then I come back from French and went to lunch. My primary goal today was to take a nap, and I didn't do that. Instead, I worked on my math assignment and did my French homework. I've felt strange lately, sort of like I'm sick, but I'm not sick anymore.
I had a paper due today and it was one of the toughest papers I have ever written. It could only be 750 words, which is like a paragraph. So I go to class and could barely stay awake. I came back to an empty room because I forgot Christine W. and Sarah were going to something at the Union tonight.
All I want to do is sit here and cry, and then go to sleep. But no, I can't do that. I am getting together with some people in math to make a poster that's due on Monday. That should go well because I get along really well with the one girl.
Tomorrow is Friday and I'm not even looking forward to it. Saturday is the homecoming football game, and I'm not really looking forward to that either. It's supposed to rain and be yucky outside. On top of all of this, I am sick of having a crush and not doing anything about it. I really like this guy, and I will never do anything to let him know because I'm too scared. I wish I could have a conversation with this guy, but I can't because I only talk to him in class, and granted we get off topic a lot of the time, but I could talk to him for hours. I'm destined to be single my whole life. Why can't I find someone I like and who likes me back?
Anyway, I feel a lot better. I have to get going to meet the people from math. Hopefully tomorrow will be better than today was, and I will be able to relax this weekend. I probably will stress myself out again and have multiple break downs this weekend, but that's my life.