oh just go nameless
Well I'm just waiting for my mom to finish making me pancakes. Breakfast at 2 PM lol. It's not my fault I woke up so late. I went to bed last night at like 4 in the morning cuz I was watching She's All That and writing songs. Anyways yeah I just thought I'd update since I have nothing better to do. I wonder if anyone actually reads my journal besides me. LOL. Well I really wanna rant about how my nephew is becoming a spoiled little brat, but I don't think I have enuf time right now so I'll save it for later. I can't wait to get my next paycheck it's gonna be huge! I work like almost everyday for the next week plus Canada day was time and a half. So I'm positive I'll be able to get the guitar with all the stuff i need once I get my next cheque. So besides working seems like I'm not really gonna be doin anything this week. Probli just gonna stay home and jam on the guitar. This monday the 7th Lillix is gonna be on TRL so I gotta make sure I don't sleep in til 5 and learn to use the satelitte. They're also gonna be on a show bandmates on the 14th. I'm so excited lol. And on thursday I'm supposed to go see Finding Nemo with Stevie my lemon. I have an incredible urge to start a new scrapbook. I just really want to. After my friends left last night I picked up my Guitar KISS (keep it simple stupid) book which had been really helpful to me, and I tried to catch up on my music theory. I want to be able to read music like I read writing. I'm so bad at reading music I can only read tab really well. That's why I might take lessons.. I need help with the theoretical stuff. I used to know the scales now I don't even remember that. Last night Paul's friends kept asking me stuff and I'm pretty sure he was at this guys house cuz he always goes there friday night if there's no party for him to get smashed at (which there wasn't). Anyways they kept asking me what happened and how I felt and if I missed him.. like they would care to know. Anyways all I said in hopes of making him feel guilty, was that I just felt really underappreciated through the whole relationship and whenever I would speak up about it he would get mad and it would blow up into a fight. Kyle (or elias... i dunt even know who I was talking to) assured me that Paul cares and still does. But oh well. I'm dun with that. K i gotta go eat my pancakes.