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I just want to first of all, say that I am back in my strange phase of an obsession with listening to the Mamma Mia soundtrack while I clean. It's sucha great soundtrack. I luv it. ** don't go wasting your emotions, lay all your love on me **
OK i have something to rant about. I hate it when people say they don't care about anything. There is a specific person I am talking about, but i won't mention any names. It's just a bastard. Who's too in to drugs to care about anything. One day this person is going to wakeup in the ditch again, and realize that no one gives a shit about him. While he's out partying and drinking and screwing any girl, he doesn't realize his dignity is going down the drain. He has no real friendship with anyone, because they all continuously stab each others back. He has no real relationship, because all he cares about is getting high and getting laid. He is going no where and it's pretty sad. Ask him about this and his response is always that he doesn't give a shit. All he cares about is feeling good. I may be crazy and pointless but this bastard swears that he doesn't care about me anymore, yet he won't let it go. He keeps telling grade 12s that we meet in secret and that i'm like this little mistress of his?? At first I just thought that was so stupid that it was actually kinda funny. But now it's just stupid. If his life is as good as he claims it is, why does he have to make stuff up? Whatever. Piece of junk.
I've gotta go to work soon. My mom just went to get food. I'm kinda hungry. I would talk about daniel now because he's my darling but I can't because he might read it and that's cheating. tisk tisk.
OK i have something to rant about. I hate it when people say they don't care about anything. There is a specific person I am talking about, but i won't mention any names. It's just a bastard. Who's too in to drugs to care about anything. One day this person is going to wakeup in the ditch again, and realize that no one gives a shit about him. While he's out partying and drinking and screwing any girl, he doesn't realize his dignity is going down the drain. He has no real friendship with anyone, because they all continuously stab each others back. He has no real relationship, because all he cares about is getting high and getting laid. He is going no where and it's pretty sad. Ask him about this and his response is always that he doesn't give a shit. All he cares about is feeling good. I may be crazy and pointless but this bastard swears that he doesn't care about me anymore, yet he won't let it go. He keeps telling grade 12s that we meet in secret and that i'm like this little mistress of his?? At first I just thought that was so stupid that it was actually kinda funny. But now it's just stupid. If his life is as good as he claims it is, why does he have to make stuff up? Whatever. Piece of junk.
I've gotta go to work soon. My mom just went to get food. I'm kinda hungry. I would talk about daniel now because he's my darling but I can't because he might read it and that's cheating. tisk tisk.