it's aboot time eh guys?
Wow it's been a while since I've done a real update huh? This update is going to be so random and unorganized because I can't write properly after 9.. my mind just goes to bed.
Ok, so besides being a busy madwoman, my computer has been really fsdglkfngorilinsighfdg... so yeah. I didn't update for a long time... sue me! So many things have happened is there any point to go over it? School's not too bad. I hate physics and weight training (except when we do cardio and play football or volleyball, which is funstuff :D), but I love my biology class. Eventhough it's a lot of work it's pretty interesting. And my vocals class is the shit. It's fun eventhough we sometimes have to sing gay songs. We just dance around like nerds and get Mr. Bonifus pissed off, so it's all good times. And I love doing music theory too... haha see how nerdy I am. Mr. Bonifus was correcting my book at lunch and called me in to say he was really impressed with how well I was doing so thats always good to hear something nice for a change. Oh yeah, and the only good thing about my physics class is darling DANIEL!
I am growing my eyebrows to reshape them and they feel like hairy werewolves. Eww eww eww!! Hahah! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ailing talked to john mayer!! Lucky ducky! Me and Ailing agreed to tap any guy that plays guitar right? That's hawt...
This is one of the few days I have off and I just moped around and did nothing. Played guitar, did homework, talked to pee-opple. I wanted to go to the mall but I was too lazy. I really need to go shopping this week, BADLY. Anna and edyta were going after school, so they said I could go but I didn't have my money on me and they were leaving right after school. But I definitely need to go this week to pick up at least one or 2 new tops.
Oh yeah, Nemo died, poor little guy :( R.I.P. brotha.
The Mike Situation? Well, we didn't even break up. It's just the weirdest it's ever been. We stopped talking for sooo long. We haven't talked for about 5 weeks.. so even though we didn't officialy break up, we're obviously not together. He's Mr. Party Man now, so I don't even want to think about how many girls he's hooked up with since then. I'm fine without him, which is the first time I've been able to say this to myself for real. We've been together so many times. There was one summer that was one of the best summers of my life because of him and it was just perfect. I guess in that moment in time we were just right for each other. But nothing ever stays the same. That ended. Then everytime we got together again it was worse and worse. I guess I just needed to be with him that one last time to justify that it wasn't gonna work. We've grown apart and have become so incompatible. So I think this time is the end for real. Now I can let go of him without being so sad and crying, but just accepting it. All this time I thought I liked him but I didn't, the old girl in me was just reminiscing over the boy that Mike used to be. I guess we both realized this in our own way, and it was just fitting that there was no official breakup. It's like we were childhood sweethearts and we're just gonna leave it there and not spoil it. How corny. Hahaha... yeah but partying every other night, smoking cigarettes, getting high and getting drunk everyday is not the guy I used to know, and definitely not the guy I want to be with. I know I'm rambling sooo badly on this but I just wanna get it out.
Now I feel like watching Buffy, look what you did!
Ok, so besides being a busy madwoman, my computer has been really fsdglkfngorilinsighfdg... so yeah. I didn't update for a long time... sue me! So many things have happened is there any point to go over it? School's not too bad. I hate physics and weight training (except when we do cardio and play football or volleyball, which is funstuff :D), but I love my biology class. Eventhough it's a lot of work it's pretty interesting. And my vocals class is the shit. It's fun eventhough we sometimes have to sing gay songs. We just dance around like nerds and get Mr. Bonifus pissed off, so it's all good times. And I love doing music theory too... haha see how nerdy I am. Mr. Bonifus was correcting my book at lunch and called me in to say he was really impressed with how well I was doing so thats always good to hear something nice for a change. Oh yeah, and the only good thing about my physics class is darling DANIEL!
I am growing my eyebrows to reshape them and they feel like hairy werewolves. Eww eww eww!! Hahah! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ailing talked to john mayer!! Lucky ducky! Me and Ailing agreed to tap any guy that plays guitar right? That's hawt...
This is one of the few days I have off and I just moped around and did nothing. Played guitar, did homework, talked to pee-opple. I wanted to go to the mall but I was too lazy. I really need to go shopping this week, BADLY. Anna and edyta were going after school, so they said I could go but I didn't have my money on me and they were leaving right after school. But I definitely need to go this week to pick up at least one or 2 new tops.
Oh yeah, Nemo died, poor little guy :( R.I.P. brotha.
The Mike Situation? Well, we didn't even break up. It's just the weirdest it's ever been. We stopped talking for sooo long. We haven't talked for about 5 weeks.. so even though we didn't officialy break up, we're obviously not together. He's Mr. Party Man now, so I don't even want to think about how many girls he's hooked up with since then. I'm fine without him, which is the first time I've been able to say this to myself for real. We've been together so many times. There was one summer that was one of the best summers of my life because of him and it was just perfect. I guess in that moment in time we were just right for each other. But nothing ever stays the same. That ended. Then everytime we got together again it was worse and worse. I guess I just needed to be with him that one last time to justify that it wasn't gonna work. We've grown apart and have become so incompatible. So I think this time is the end for real. Now I can let go of him without being so sad and crying, but just accepting it. All this time I thought I liked him but I didn't, the old girl in me was just reminiscing over the boy that Mike used to be. I guess we both realized this in our own way, and it was just fitting that there was no official breakup. It's like we were childhood sweethearts and we're just gonna leave it there and not spoil it. How corny. Hahaha... yeah but partying every other night, smoking cigarettes, getting high and getting drunk everyday is not the guy I used to know, and definitely not the guy I want to be with. I know I'm rambling sooo badly on this but I just wanna get it out.
Now I feel like watching Buffy, look what you did!