May 15, 2004 23:04
wow this has been and eventfull week
i lost Nicole
and i almost lost Ali
shes honestly all i have left
and it was almost done with her too
once again she heard something i said about her
which wasnt true
but she believed it
artificialyblnde: amanda
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: hey baby
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: how r u
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ???
artificialyblnde: UR A BITCH wtf were u doing talking shiot
artificialyblnde: i am ugly and look like a rat and i am fat what is that
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: who is this ????
artificialyblnde: ALI
artificialyblnde: wtf is that all about
artificialyblnde: i look like rat??
artificialyblnde: and i am a short ass fat bitch
artificialyblnde: and i am not all that pretty
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ALI WHO THE FUCK DID YOU GET THIS FROM ????
artificialyblnde: and i am obssessed over alex
artificialyblnde: it doesnt matter who i ehar it from
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: LETS GUESS NICOLE
artificialyblnde: i just dont get how u can just talk shit like that
artificialyblnde: and be nice to my face
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ALIO IM NOT TALKING SHIT ABOUT YOU
artificialyblnde: u were
artificialyblnde: i am not all that pretty amanda??
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I HAVE NEVER TALKED SHIT ABOUT YOU
artificialyblnde: with chloe
artificialyblnde: kk
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ITS NICE TO KNOW HOW I FINNALY FIND WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ARE
artificialyblnde: it is isnt it
artificialyblnde: i dont wanna hear excuses
artificialyblnde: btu wtf
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I THOUGHT YOU FUCKING CARE
artificialyblnde: I AM OBSSED WITH ALEX
artificialyblnde: i do care
artificialyblnde: BUT NOT WHEN U TALK SHTI ABOUT ME
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: NO YOU FUCKING DONT
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: CUZ I HEARED YOU WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ISNT THAT NICE
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ???
artificialyblnde: and say that i am obssed and ugly and ook like a rat and i am fat
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: THAT YOU NEVER REALLY LIKED ME YOU WERE JUST MY FRIEND CUZ OFR NICOLE
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: OF*
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: YOU THINK IM FAT AND UGLY AND THAT I TRIED TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE ON THE 8TH GRADE LAWN JUST TO FIT IN
artificialyblnde: guess what I NEVCER SAID THAT SHIT
artificialyblnde: i never said that shit
artificialyblnde: i dont need to talk shit about u
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: AND GUESS WHAT I NEVER SAID SHIT ABOUT YOU ETHIER
artificialyblnde: well when u found out that i was supposedly talked about u
artificialyblnde: u shoukld have asked me
artificialyblnde: to confirm it
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I DONT NEED TO TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU ETHIER...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART I THOUGHT YOU KNEW THAT
artificialyblnde: i did
artificialyblnde: until u stared saying shit
artificialyblnde: i need sometime to think
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: FROM NICOLE
artificialyblnde: i will talk to u when i chill
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: RITE ??
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: OR AM I WRONG ??
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I KNOW ITS NICOLE
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: JUST ANSWER ME ONE QUESTION.......DO YOU BELIEVE THAT I WOULD TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU ????
artificialyblnde: i need sometime to think
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ANSWER ME THAT ONE QUESTION
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: PLEASE
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: THATS ALL IM ASKING
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ALI ONE SIMPLE YES OR NO ANSWER
artificialyblnde: alright w/e
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: ALI PLEASE
artificialyblnde: DONT LET SHIT LIKE THAT HAPPEN AGAIN
artificialyblnde: i got it
artificialyblnde: i forgive u
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: NO ANSWER ME
artificialyblnde: answer what
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: DO YOU THINK I WOULD TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU ????
artificialyblnde: i juts sAID I HEARD IT
artificialyblnde: i dotn want tot alk about it
artificialyblnde: its over alright
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: NO BECAUSE NOW ALI IM SOOO FUCKING PISSED OFFF !!!
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS MAD IN MY LIFE !!!
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: HONESTLY
artificialyblnde: what are u amd about
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I THOUGHT YOU CARED...BUT NOW I FEEL THAT YOUR GONNA BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU HEAR THAT COMES FROM NICOLE OR WHOEVER THE FUCK IT COMES FROM
artificialyblnde: just forget it
artificialyblnde: ur pissing me off by bringing it uo more
artificialyblnde: I FORGOT IT
artificialyblnde: its over
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: WELL ITS NOT OVER FOR ME BUT MAYBE IT SHOULD JUST BE OVER BETWEEN US !!!
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
artificialyblnde: WHAT
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: IONO ALI IM LOSING ALL MY FRIEND WHY NOT ONE MORE !! I MIGHT JUST KILL MYSELF MAYBE THEN IT WILL MAKE THINGS BETTER
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: I LOST ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE BESTFRIENDS AND I ALMOST JUST LOST YOU !!!
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: IONO WHAT TO DO !!
XxSeXiKiZzEsxX: AND I GUESS YOU DONT ETHIER
and that was it
i have never felt sooo upset and pissed off ever
i just wanted to die
i couldnt believe it
i wouldnt be suprised if she heard this shit from Nicole
but wtvr
well i just want ali to know
I LOVE HER SOO MUCH
and i would never..never
talk shit about her
i dont wonna lose her
i love you Ali
* AmandA *