i LoSt My BeStFriEnD
Wow..2day had to be the absolute worse day of my life!!
I lost my beafriend Leslie Nicole Douglas
She had to be the only person i could talk to about anything an i knew she would be there and NEVER tell!
She was everything i was looking for in a friend
And i loved her to dealth
And i thought she loved me too
But i was wrong
She absolutly doesnt care at all!
She is accusing me of things i have never heard and definety never told but she said i did!
She doesnt care at all
So maybe the friend i thought i had was really never there
I did so much for her!!
And i thought she appreciated it
But i guess i was wrong!!
Shes been there for me
Ive been there for her
Weve been through sooo much
Ive sat and talked to her in every situation
FRom other friends family boys and just Drama!!
And now when i need her the most
She hates me
She wants nothing to do with me
And she doesnt care
When i cry and i want her to be there
I realize that im the one she hates
Shes the one im cring over
Which makes me cry even more
I feel like shes never coming back
When i really need her by my side
Nicole if you read this i want you to know ....
I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING INSIDE ME
And now that your not there i feel like im dead inside
Nicole i love you your my bestfriend
I will always remember you
I hope that we can talk sooo i can show you
Non of this is true
I didnt say anything to anybody about anything
I wouldnt do that to you
Your mean more to me than anything and i dont wonna lose you
Even though i think i already have
Please you have to believe me
I dont understand where this came from
And i feel so lost and confused
But i know i cant live without you
I need you as a friend Nicole
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!
* amanda *
<3 <3 <3
xoxoxoxo
I lost my beafriend Leslie Nicole Douglas
She had to be the only person i could talk to about anything an i knew she would be there and NEVER tell!
She was everything i was looking for in a friend
And i loved her to dealth
And i thought she loved me too
But i was wrong
She absolutly doesnt care at all!
She is accusing me of things i have never heard and definety never told but she said i did!
She doesnt care at all
So maybe the friend i thought i had was really never there
I did so much for her!!
And i thought she appreciated it
But i guess i was wrong!!
Shes been there for me
Ive been there for her
Weve been through sooo much
Ive sat and talked to her in every situation
FRom other friends family boys and just Drama!!
And now when i need her the most
She hates me
She wants nothing to do with me
And she doesnt care
When i cry and i want her to be there
I realize that im the one she hates
Shes the one im cring over
Which makes me cry even more
I feel like shes never coming back
When i really need her by my side
Nicole if you read this i want you to know ....
I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING INSIDE ME
And now that your not there i feel like im dead inside
Nicole i love you your my bestfriend
I will always remember you
I hope that we can talk sooo i can show you
Non of this is true
I didnt say anything to anybody about anything
I wouldnt do that to you
Your mean more to me than anything and i dont wonna lose you
Even though i think i already have
Please you have to believe me
I dont understand where this came from
And i feel so lost and confused
But i know i cant live without you
I need you as a friend Nicole
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!
* amanda *
<3 <3 <3
xoxoxoxo