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ever feel like your life to a certain point meant nothing. but then again at the same time it meant the world. change. change isnt always good, but usually is. well if its brought forth in small doses. i'm waiting for the ok from an official so i can go back to my life. well not to what i lead before but to a better scheduling of my life. im talkin to a boy. and for once i like how no one knows the details, and can't pry their way into any of it. an arrangment of meeting will come within the healing of my virus. im still scared about leaving home, but now im reassured that i'll have a blast. approximately one hundred and sixteen days i have left in nova scotia. scary? yes. my grades are probably slipping due to my lack of attendance. im on the verge of losing my credits. i hate this. i want to feel better and get on with things, so many events are being held back from me until i reach a state of stability. im fustrated.