Sep 18, 2003 01:02
This week has been so stressful. I can't do anything to get rid of the stress thats healthy. I've tried working out too hard, running, becoming "emotional", and I've tried going to chapel twice today... nothings working. I really think I should have reconsidered taking 16 credit hours. I don't even know why I did that. I'm just stupid. I can't study for the life of me and I stress the little things. I hate that I live in the freshman dorms. I hate this.. this takes me back to my high school years when I do nothing but study, sleep, watch tv, or maybe- if its a special occasion run up to mcdonalds and get ice cream- wooo!!! I would much rather hang out with a little larger group of people- even if its doing nothing but dancing around to random old music. But I just don't fit in.. and it sux because I can't relate to these people, their eyes are so blinded that they don't realize that there is another world out there and that they need to get themselves out there in order to realize not to take their heart or anything that they have for granted. I don't know, I'm stressed out, tired, upset, lonely, and procrastinating studying for my test. Enough rambling, I'm going to bed.