i want to go back to the start...to the way it used to be....
omg i am really nervous and sad and everything bad
all in one
you'd think im pms ing
but im not
im just not
bad day today:
found out that barbie got a higher grade on chemistry test than me
another load of history hw was added today
went to see mr "c" today...at larson...what a bum
i have to babysit tonight when i should be sleeping
competition tomorrow - practice, loading, more practicing all day
i have to go to confirmation in place of the morning practice - where they learn new things for the show...and im not going to be there
troy daze on sunday - plans undecided
homecoming (the dragon) - devon said she hasn't totally ruled out athens from her decisions...but she has
she invited me to go to fraser's homecoming...with natalie...but i would have no fun because i don't know ANYBODY except natalie and devon
plus i want to see all my other friends that i dont hang out with on a regular basis - band folk, etc
i have no one to go to homecoming with...except erin and sam? is she going? i dont know anyone else going
o yeah and erin's friends
and devon said that if i don't find anyone to go with
then she would go to athens with me
but i know she really doesn't want to do that
that would make me sound selfish if i "made" her go with me
and took her away from all the people she's friends with at fraser
i don't know what i'm going to do with myself
i am definitely not going to do homework tonight
just sleep
maybe some venting
i need to go for a walk
but my walking buddy is at the scene kid fest
with my other buddy
(who is not going to homecoming)
i thought today was the pizza lunch for band
but it wasn't
so i didn't have a lunch
i pooled my $1.95 from my wallet
david contributed a nickel
i had a slice of pizza for lunch
and some of nick poulos' "pringles"
o yeah...i remembered too about my senior friends
they will leave me (me...) soon
what a depressing time
this whole week sucked like no other
like no other...
john hordos sits with us at lunch
i need a friend
lonely...
i'm so lonely
i have nobody
for my own
lonely...
i'm so lonely
i have nobody
for my own...
i'm so lonely...
i'd rather be bowling
comforting thoughts,
comments are nice
~sarah
or sara in spanish
all in one
you'd think im pms ing
but im not
im just not
bad day today:
found out that barbie got a higher grade on chemistry test than me
another load of history hw was added today
went to see mr "c" today...at larson...what a bum
i have to babysit tonight when i should be sleeping
competition tomorrow - practice, loading, more practicing all day
i have to go to confirmation in place of the morning practice - where they learn new things for the show...and im not going to be there
troy daze on sunday - plans undecided
homecoming (the dragon) - devon said she hasn't totally ruled out athens from her decisions...but she has
she invited me to go to fraser's homecoming...with natalie...but i would have no fun because i don't know ANYBODY except natalie and devon
plus i want to see all my other friends that i dont hang out with on a regular basis - band folk, etc
i have no one to go to homecoming with...except erin and sam? is she going? i dont know anyone else going
o yeah and erin's friends
and devon said that if i don't find anyone to go with
then she would go to athens with me
but i know she really doesn't want to do that
that would make me sound selfish if i "made" her go with me
and took her away from all the people she's friends with at fraser
i don't know what i'm going to do with myself
i am definitely not going to do homework tonight
just sleep
maybe some venting
i need to go for a walk
but my walking buddy is at the scene kid fest
with my other buddy
(who is not going to homecoming)
i thought today was the pizza lunch for band
but it wasn't
so i didn't have a lunch
i pooled my $1.95 from my wallet
david contributed a nickel
i had a slice of pizza for lunch
and some of nick poulos' "pringles"
o yeah...i remembered too about my senior friends
they will leave me (me...) soon
what a depressing time
this whole week sucked like no other
like no other...
john hordos sits with us at lunch
i need a friend
lonely...
i'm so lonely
i have nobody
for my own
lonely...
i'm so lonely
i have nobody
for my own...
i'm so lonely...
i'd rather be bowling
comforting thoughts,
comments are nice
~sarah
or sara in spanish