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yesterday i took this really cool master photography class on artificial lighting with Mark Harris, who is a, i guess, famous photographer. that was cool. it was for the spotlight awards and everything, im glad i actually entered. but ya, in the class we got to take shots and play around with his massive professional camera, you have to look down into it and everythings backwards, its hard. he's been like everywhere in the world, which just makes me really want to be a photographer. would it really be that hard to do? i dont know, my cousin gave up. i dont think i will. and he looked at the one picture i brought and really liked it. then after that, i got out of downtown and messed around with my manual camera with marysa. i hope that worked. last time i put the film in wrong, i really should learn. england's soon and i dont really have everything yet, pretty much because i have no money. and i wont be getting that job at mfredric's because id have to quit trapeze. fuck that. hm, now im all excited, i think ill go pack and look at photography books. see ya.