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Jan 05, 2007 20:59

Scorpio Daily Horoscope 05 Jan 2007
Mentally, you're clear and quick. You might use logic, or a trick. A visit or a visitor verifies or validates your very own views. If someone tries to "mother" you, affection's in the act they do. Don't let feelings hurt today by dwelling on what others say. Soon you may be attracted to someone who needs some tender loving care now.

Not even going to bother. Not. Even. Going. There.

Frankly, everyone hates January. It's not an attractive time of year - cold and wet, the days still short even though they're supposed to be getting longer. It's that much harder to get up in the mornings knowing that this new year awaits and it's just as gloomy and chilly out there as it was the beginning of last year, and look how good that one was. People are grouchy over the weight they put on over the holiday season, folks are getting their bank statement that reminds them of just how much money they spent on expensive gifts for acquaintances they don't even like and we're all faced with resolutions made in the spur of the moment when giddy on champagne that we have no intention of keeping, but still feel bad about breaking.

January sucks.

...okay, I think it sucks.

My parents called. I hate dealing with them. You think they'd get the concept of me hating them, but they're probably still in denial. I'll always be their charity case.

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It's not even hate. It's just...an empty space. Nothing. A void. There's no connection between us anymore. I may be their precious daughter, but I've done everything I can to shame them, make them give up on me. I had the audacity to work, slept around - I wasn't going to be their little debutante, so I took the path furthest from that one. I worked on a cruise ship, for Christ's sake. My world isn't theirs. I'm not theirs.

Why won't they give up?

...I don't need them. I don't.

So why do I keep looking for someone who can give me everything they could?
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I think I need to get totally and spectacularly drunk. Any takers to keep me company?
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