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I WAAAAAAAAANT TO DIE! I spent a week reorganizing shit and my mother fucks it up so now my ortho appt is monday which means my audition is screwed and I have a test tommorow i was working around so since i didn't have class today cause i was up at 5am wanting to die because im so sick and i have the test tommorow which i made plans with the teacher to take friday, the teacher who hates my guts and wants an excuse to fail me! i hate math im fucking screwed! i wanted to get my yearbook and for the first time ever have a yearbook thats signed and i can't do that now:( i've been bawling my eyes o ut cause i have way too much pms and i haven't slept and im too much of an emo depressed person. the only person who seems to care is matt, the person who has made me feel like crap in the last week. no one fucking gets it and i don't care if im being emo or selfish i just can't take this anymore and nothing i will say will fix anything and theres nothing i can do! that is fucking all!