May 27, 2005 23:34
Aggh I seriously think I have an ulcer or something. I have massive stomach pains that I get somethings when I get stressed and its like killing me. So I thought my fish Barbara died and I was upset and then I looked and I saw he was still alive, but barely. I told my dad and he's like let him die and I'm like no he'll get better. We got into an argument and then he said "Let him die, he's just like Papa was before he died right now, barely hanging on." This was the point I started bawling and yelling at him. I'm getting so fucking tired of being everyone else's bitch for when they need to bitch. Jordan's pissing me off right now by thinking he knows anything about me and Matt, who is drinking with his friends so I haven't even got to talk to him all day! To top this off my Aunt is coming from Edmonton to Kitchener in a month and I hate her. Fucck! I think I'm gunna die my stomach kills!
...off to look up info on ulcers
kt<3