Oct 04, 2004 19:40
HEY GUYS!! sorry! ive been in trouble all summer long! but its okay. im not in any more trouble. Well lets see whats new. Over the summer some of yall know what happened some dont. Dont like to talk about it tho. uhm.. in july i went to tennessee *met a boy* well actually i knew him...but yanno..well me and him are like idk..i havent talked to him since FOREVER!! and i really need to talk to him and talk about "us" as for him..he lives in TN so i cant really talk to him...even tho my cousin knows what went on b/w us...i still dont think i have the courage to ask her about it. i just hope he comes on and talks to me. i saw him last monday at my cousins school...and he did the lil noddy thing like whats up!...and im like oh man u gotta do better than that...but i didnt say anything...and then he walked off like he didnt wanna be near me...and then like he did a lil flirty hit when he walked by me as i was leaving...so idk whats his deal...well homecomings next saturday! i tried to find me a dress...well i found one...not exactly what i had in mind...but w/e...everything i tried on wouldnt friggin fit me!! god damn it!...i hate my boobs!! i wish god would suck em out and give em some girl who needs em! gosh!!! well hmm...school sucks as usual. really wish i lived in VA still or lived in TN...but life goes on...only two years left of high school...whoo hooo senior next year...yeah baby lol...and lately ive been looking up colleges to decide where i realllly wanna go...its either roance state community college, a technical school, or east tennessee state university...party school hell yeah!!!...lol...well uhm...i will try and update erday!!...love you all!