As Faith Hill would say
Somewhere down deep I know you really love me, but you can't see that what we have's not all I'm needing.
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Alright so i am cramping today. Not contractions just like crampy. Hard to explain. So today might be the day. I have a doc appt at 2:15 and she will check to see if i am dilated. If i am... into the hospital i go.
Today i am going to do some research on epidurals. Anyone have any comments on it? I was natural with the first one and well this time i think i might want some drugs. Demerol is fun :) haha.
Well i manage to keep my spirits up even though i am in such a shitty situation. I just tell myself that i can't do anything about it right now so be happy if you can.
Paxil helps out on that too.
I think i am going to try and put this crib together myself since Mike still hasn't done it. I am woman hear me roar.
Oh one bitch y comment i have about Mike today is this. Yesterday he came home with a dvd burner for his comp. I have been asking him to get a new floor lamp (hallogen) cause the one we have is a fire hazard and is sitting like the tower of piza. I guess a dvd burner is more important than keeping his family safe from a fire. Fuck him. haha. He is such a selfish fucker.
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Alright so i am cramping today. Not contractions just like crampy. Hard to explain. So today might be the day. I have a doc appt at 2:15 and she will check to see if i am dilated. If i am... into the hospital i go.
Today i am going to do some research on epidurals. Anyone have any comments on it? I was natural with the first one and well this time i think i might want some drugs. Demerol is fun :) haha.
Well i manage to keep my spirits up even though i am in such a shitty situation. I just tell myself that i can't do anything about it right now so be happy if you can.
Paxil helps out on that too.
I think i am going to try and put this crib together myself since Mike still hasn't done it. I am woman hear me roar.
Oh one bitch y comment i have about Mike today is this. Yesterday he came home with a dvd burner for his comp. I have been asking him to get a new floor lamp (hallogen) cause the one we have is a fire hazard and is sitting like the tower of piza. I guess a dvd burner is more important than keeping his family safe from a fire. Fuck him. haha. He is such a selfish fucker.