Jan 24, 2007 12:04
"Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away"
What sucks the most, is thinking you know someone so well, to have it all blow up in your face & you be completely wrong about who that person was, how they acted, felt & did everything towards you..... I really thought I knew you.....
"I know you feel alone, yeah, and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down?
Well they'd love to save you. Don't you know they love to see you smile?
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style"
----Whats ironic is that I used these exact same lyrics to describe Brandon when him & I originally had our first falling out... Youve dissappointed me in the exact same way as Brandon... You more than anyone knows what that means & I hope you understand how much youve hurt me.