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I know it will take time. I know you have a lot of shit going on inside your head and I cannot be there for you w the Chelsea thing but a the work/school thing I do want to be there for you and no one else thinks I should and i should just leave you alone. But look and Ross and Rachel they both just needed to say it aloud and give a little push and show that they wanted eachother and to be together. And also about the whole failure at life thing you're not. You have a job that you love and are passionate about and no one else that I know can say that. You've found your passion in life and you found a career that lets you do that everyday. If you want to go back to school then do it. But don't do it for society bc you think society is looking down on you. Only do it if it's what you want. You're probably reevaluating your life. C she left you and you're wondering why. I know this bc I did it from u.
I am going to try not to contact you anymore. I know I need to give you space. You just found out two weeks ago that she has another bf already. I want you to want me. I want you to come after me and tell me you realized you can't live without me and I am the most important piece of your puzzle. I need the affirmation and realization on your end. I don't want to be w someone just bc it's convenient or easy. Or settle for someone I am not head over heels crazy in love with. I hope one day you realize you have had those feelings for me all along. But I'm not going to wait around for you to figure those things out. I'm talking to two other guys right now and am going to give them a shot. If they want to be the guy of my dreams and tell me I am their everything then you will have missed your shot. You will regret it for the rest of your life, but me good sir, I have no regrets because I have told you how i feel.
Ugh. Why is life so complicated?
I am going to try not to contact you anymore. I know I need to give you space. You just found out two weeks ago that she has another bf already. I want you to want me. I want you to come after me and tell me you realized you can't live without me and I am the most important piece of your puzzle. I need the affirmation and realization on your end. I don't want to be w someone just bc it's convenient or easy. Or settle for someone I am not head over heels crazy in love with. I hope one day you realize you have had those feelings for me all along. But I'm not going to wait around for you to figure those things out. I'm talking to two other guys right now and am going to give them a shot. If they want to be the guy of my dreams and tell me I am their everything then you will have missed your shot. You will regret it for the rest of your life, but me good sir, I have no regrets because I have told you how i feel.
Ugh. Why is life so complicated?