LIFE
ah the wonders of life. too bad they cannot be escaped. i am confused about many things in my life at the moment. namely boys and friends. i thought i had escaped the drama by becoming friends with a new group but alas this new group has much drama, it just doesnt involve me. well, most of it. and without matt, i feel as if i dont belong, they were just being nice because i was matts gf which is really depressing because theyre great ppl and i would give anything to be friends with them. theres also the problem of always going after the wrong boy. ive had my heart broken by 2 guys now and i dont think i can take another blow. at least i get to play in the snow while im up here and hopefully get snowboarding lessons from someone really cute. (one can always dream) i didnt receive much for christmas but it was enough. im very happy with what i got. especially the guitar case and new strings. and a pound of yummy chocolate from a certain someone. yay! lalalalala. excited about new years. hoping to see everyone i want to see, included kel and syd and matt and azn and all them and ppls frm work. especially jon. anyways, off to find myself. chau.