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well its been an interesting week. me and matt are back to where we were before we broke up. very entertaining. i love spending time with him. we just have so much fun. and the college is always interesting. i really wish hed stop talking about spending money on me. ive never been comfortable with that. i dont kno why. its like him and not taking money from girls. but i guess bfs are aloud to spend money on their gfs. meh. i have so much to do. i just dont want to do it. i think that if i avoid applying for college and scholarships the problem will just go away. whaddya think? i think itll work. lol. i hate being a teenage girl. one second im at the top of the world and the next i feel lower than dirt. i dont know why im still confused about everything. i kno how i feel and what i have to/should do but im still holding back. why dont i want to grow up? why do i feel so much resentment towards everything? yucky. on the brighter side, i got the prettiest dress for my halloween costume now i just have to get wings and fishnets. yay! me excited.