Parents... 'nuff said
Okay, every one goes through that time with their parents where they think all goes to hell when their parents are within a 50 mile radius of them. I thought my mother and I had already goen through this Jr High. But it wasn't until the other day, that I started to get this feeling deep inside of me that I was living my life for me. I mean don't get me wrong, I love my mom. But I can't have a life outside of church and school on weekdays, and even on weekends, she says I don't spend enough time at home... thats where I always am. I follow all of her rules. I hate what would happen other wise. I get my grades for her. I began going to church for her, though thats not why I continue going. I live my life to please her, and I am sick of it! I need my own life. If things aren't meant to be, then God will show me in his own way. I can't have every possible restriction put on me, otherwise Ill never make my own mistakes and learn for myself. If this continues down this path, I will no longer be here in 7 months, when i turn 18. Like I said, I love my mom, but I need to be able to come up for air, and be able to live my own life.