crazed
Okay being here is... I dont really know how to explain. But well, I think Im starting to have feelings for this guy (again) but he lives far away and its too hard when neither of us drive or have a car or any of that. But he's never had his first kiss, so this summer I already told him I would be glad to be his first. And so we're both really excited about it. But I dont want it to jsut be a kiss, and then "oh bye see ya in liek forever" ya know? I really want something to happen with us, but I dont know if it ever can. Well, Im giving Rich his first kiss too. But it doesnt mean anything. Its just cause its Rich and he wants his first and well im here and available so it works. I love you all