My life sucks!
Gosh! Just when I think things are starting to turn around, I once again get proved wrong. We just bought a new car, so everything was looking good. Then, two days later, my dad's car broke down. Well they said that would cost about $3,000 dollars to fix...not really a big deal...but then it came to a grand total of $25,000 dollars! dude, we could have bought a new fucking car! But no! GRR! So...we once again have only one working car. And as some of you may or may not know, my pageant is in approximately three weeks and I'm not going! Thats right...Christina isn't going. That doesn't mean that I'll loose my title, but it does mean that I won't get my crown! :( Unless I raise the money I need, but I can't do that! Because it's fucking impossible. And last year, I didn't really try, but this year I'm working my ass off and I can't get anything. Do you know how frustrating it is to turn to the people you offer your money to time and time again and have them say no? Do you know how that feels? It really sucks! Nobody offers to do anything for anyone else anymore. Maybe that is something I need to change. Maybe that is where I need to start. But I just really wish that I could go. Now I probably sound like some super arrogant bitch who only thinks about herself...but that's not the case at all..I promise. I'm just really upset!