I cheated and I'm sorry...but I guess it was all over anyways.
Yes, I cheated on Corey...AGAIN. I guess this means its all over. All of it. Me and Adrienne, Me and Corey. I feel so bad. I don't want to loose either one of them. I love them so much. Why do I have to be so damn stupid? Why do I always always always have to screw up? My whole life is one big screw up. I have a habbit of cheating on boyfriends, dropping best friends, pissing them off to where they drop me, and breaking promises. If corey's parents find out I don't know what I'll do. I feel like the worst person ever. I hurt so many people. I would be so much easier if I just wasn't here. I guess I'm gonna tell Corey tomorrow and it will ALL be over. and Adrienne is going to leave me and I will find somebody new to piss off and ashame all the damn time. I'm sorry. I'm sorry Corey! I'm sorry Adrienne! I'm sorry Morgan. I'm sorry mom.