Sep 30, 2004 21:09
So...my title doesn't explain much huh? Well...I don't know what I'm feeling. I kinda feel like some selfish stuck up bitch. But I don't think anyone really thinks that way of me. I have tons of homework and haven't even started yet. But that was irrelevant. I feel like Corey doesn't trust me, even though I know he does, and he's hiding something from me, which I know he IS. But I also feel like I'm betraying certain friends and family. Plus, I don't really know who I can trust and who I can't. I mean, I can trust Adrienne and Morgan. But what about Michelle? She's the main one I'm worried about here. Because lately, I confide a lot in her. And yes, she does usually keep the stuff to herself. But I'm not really sure about that. I mean, I just don't know. So...anyways! I just wish that everyone was blunt and didn't hide things from people. I wish that Corey's dad would die or something. I wish that Corey's mom trusted me. I wish his parents didn't look at me as a bad influence. I wish that I had more time to spend with friends and family. I wish a lot of things, but how much of it can I make happen?