my brown eyed girl
So today it finally happened, we had to put Jasmine to sleep. It's soo hard, for the past thirteen years she's been my best friend. I went and met my dad and the vet and as soon as i saw her i couldn't stop crying, although she was sick she still had that same look at me with her tail wagging just like a puppy. The procedure was really quick and seemed painless so thats good, i felt that i had to go, she had always been there for me so i knew that i needed to be there for her. Even my dad cried, i'd never seen that before, i guess jasmine had a deep impact on all of us. I kept her collar and leash, i'm not sure what i'm going to do with it yet, but i'm glad i have it. I also believe that she's in a better place, not suffering anymore, i have too otherwise i won't get through it, i know her memory will always be with me but hopefully this pain will fade.