Here I am procrastinating again...
I should be cleaning. I did get some of the lawn mowed and now I desperately need a shower.
The mower needs a spark plug and is running like shit but I haven't heard from Ross in ages, it's been about two months I guess since he was last here. I never expected any declarations of undying love but I did think he was a true friend who genuinely cared about me. If he's found someone he's happy with that's great but WTF you think he would tell me something. Whatever. Just because we aren't "in love" doesn't mean I don't have any feelings. How are men so callous?
I was invited out but don't have a sitter or the money to go anywhere. In fact I wrote out a check today that I am counting on my child support to cover.....not good.
Logan is so damned cute....which is good since I spend every minute I am not working with him. Emily had a friend over the other day and he came down the hall crying like he had been hurt or something. I ask "Logan what's wrong?" He wails "Emily won't open the FRICKIN' DOOR!"
Of course we can garner from that comment that Andrew finally spent a few days here. Monster teen. I overheard him giving directions to our house "It's the one with the tall grass because I haven't been here to mow it". LIKE. HE. EVER. MOWS.! He hasn't even helped with the trash since school let out - he spends all of his time at his dad's until I demand he come home. Then he eats all of my food and complains he's bored and wants to go back to his dad's. Which reminds me the other day Logan asked "I can visit my daddy at his house mommy?"
Yeah @sshole was here on 4th of July with his latest girlfriend who seems cool but then hey, he's never had bad taste in women (except maybe Mary). That makes 7 visits in 19 months but who's counting. Logan deserves so much better I think we'd be better off if Roger were dead.
Emily is just Emily. A little moody and sloppy like here mama but otherwise perfect.
I am still working at the bank part time for the summer. I am keeping my eye out for a 2nd job to go to a couple of nights a week and of course putting in for teaching positions this fall.
That's about all I have to write about.
Move along. Nothing more to see here.
The mower needs a spark plug and is running like shit but I haven't heard from Ross in ages, it's been about two months I guess since he was last here. I never expected any declarations of undying love but I did think he was a true friend who genuinely cared about me. If he's found someone he's happy with that's great but WTF you think he would tell me something. Whatever. Just because we aren't "in love" doesn't mean I don't have any feelings. How are men so callous?
I was invited out but don't have a sitter or the money to go anywhere. In fact I wrote out a check today that I am counting on my child support to cover.....not good.
Logan is so damned cute....which is good since I spend every minute I am not working with him. Emily had a friend over the other day and he came down the hall crying like he had been hurt or something. I ask "Logan what's wrong?" He wails "Emily won't open the FRICKIN' DOOR!"
Of course we can garner from that comment that Andrew finally spent a few days here. Monster teen. I overheard him giving directions to our house "It's the one with the tall grass because I haven't been here to mow it". LIKE. HE. EVER. MOWS.! He hasn't even helped with the trash since school let out - he spends all of his time at his dad's until I demand he come home. Then he eats all of my food and complains he's bored and wants to go back to his dad's. Which reminds me the other day Logan asked "I can visit my daddy at his house mommy?"
Yeah @sshole was here on 4th of July with his latest girlfriend who seems cool but then hey, he's never had bad taste in women (except maybe Mary). That makes 7 visits in 19 months but who's counting. Logan deserves so much better I think we'd be better off if Roger were dead.
Emily is just Emily. A little moody and sloppy like here mama but otherwise perfect.
I am still working at the bank part time for the summer. I am keeping my eye out for a 2nd job to go to a couple of nights a week and of course putting in for teaching positions this fall.
That's about all I have to write about.
Move along. Nothing more to see here.