let's get together and feel alright...
things have made a complete 360. i made up with eme today and things are really good, we talked about everything and felt so much better afterward. i don't know where i would be without her, she is my best friend and more of a sister to me than rachel sometimes. i think thats why i was so upset and emotionally unstable when i found out she thought i had changed for the worse. i've been really good lately though. today i went to church by myself and i think it was good for me to be alone especially after this horrible week. then i had a converstaion with my parents about the stealing and i am giving away everything that i stole to the st. timothy tag sale, with their encouragement, i probably would not have done that on my own. overall things have been better. i went shopping with rachel today, just to old navy and target, i bought a few things and didnt steal anything. it's weird that even when i leave stores i can still hear the alarm in my head. i don't know if i will ever be able to go into a store and not think about stealing or the alarms when i leave. it's weird, but i'm proud that i made the committment to stop and i have stuck with it so far.
i'm happy and thats about all i can ask for.
i'm happy and thats about all i can ask for.