let's see
hahahahaha, i'm such a fool in love. good thing i'm not in love or in the idea of love anymore. i feel rather settled, but like i can't give people what they need. it's hard trying to be friends with a lot of people, and i can't mix them together because they'll bitch about eachother later, and i don't want to hear that. some of my closer friends have been slipping away, and i kind of just let them. idk why i'm not trying, maybe it's that they told people i was dating that one guy and i feel like if i am friends with them, it won't amount to anything anyways, because i can barely trust them.
I'm starting to wonder if i have slight feelings for one of my better friends. but i can't do that cause that would be stupid.