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So life is as confusing as hell right now, but oddly enough I'm really really happy. I should be stressed out beyond belief, but I'm not. It's weird. The drama is overwhelming, so overwhelming that it's being pushed off onto my friends. That's not cool. Maybe I'm so happy because I'm just not dealing with any of it. It's just kinda there...in limbo. hmm..
I've been spending a lot of one-on-one time with people, which is weird b/c I'm not usually like that. I prefer a group on most occasions, but getting to know some one for who they really are takes a lot of one-on-one time. I guess I'm more interested in that. Plus, people are so different when alone with me. It kinda sucks, because mostly they're soooo cool when they are alone that I just wish they could be like that in groups so everyone else could see it too. I guess I do it too sometimes. Sometimes you just have to...
So something I'm starting to work on: I'm trying not to neglect some of my friends as much, because I feel like I have been. There has been a shift. I don't know when or how it happened, but it did and I'm trying to take it all in. I'm trying to keep in touch with more of my friends more often. Last weekend was great because I got to talk to most of the PC Crew Friday night. It was really great because they were mostly all drunk. Hehe, I LOVE DRUNKEN PHONE CALLS! I've been talking to "the boy next door" a lot more too. It's cool to be in touch again. I actually called my dad last week and talked to him for over an hour. It was weird at first, but we actually had a really good convo. I also called my step dad, originally to ask him a question, but ended up talking to him for quite a while on various subjects. He's like a big kid...it's great. I've been calling a lot of my family lately. I really miss them. I'm not one to get home-sick really, but I'm just extremely excited to see them at Christmas and almost wish I was going there for Thanksgiving. BUT, I'm spending Thanksgiving with the Coffee Chica's family wich is SUPER cool. I'm really excited for that. They're pretty cool and she has an awesome neice and nephew, which really just remind me of my own neice and nephew who I miss soo much. It's really cool to hang out with them though.
School's not so great, as in I'm not doing so well, nor am I motivated to go to my classes. I didn't go to any yesterday. It's hard to pull myself out of bed...epsecially under the circumstances. I did eventually have to get up to go to work at 11, then a Dr.'s apt, which I have to go back today. 'Tis a must :(
Alrighty, that's all I care to say right now. Surprised my self by the update, but I only really did it because I'm bored at work and people keep saying that I haven't in a while. Boo Hoo, haha j/k
Peace Baby
I've been spending a lot of one-on-one time with people, which is weird b/c I'm not usually like that. I prefer a group on most occasions, but getting to know some one for who they really are takes a lot of one-on-one time. I guess I'm more interested in that. Plus, people are so different when alone with me. It kinda sucks, because mostly they're soooo cool when they are alone that I just wish they could be like that in groups so everyone else could see it too. I guess I do it too sometimes. Sometimes you just have to...
So something I'm starting to work on: I'm trying not to neglect some of my friends as much, because I feel like I have been. There has been a shift. I don't know when or how it happened, but it did and I'm trying to take it all in. I'm trying to keep in touch with more of my friends more often. Last weekend was great because I got to talk to most of the PC Crew Friday night. It was really great because they were mostly all drunk. Hehe, I LOVE DRUNKEN PHONE CALLS! I've been talking to "the boy next door" a lot more too. It's cool to be in touch again. I actually called my dad last week and talked to him for over an hour. It was weird at first, but we actually had a really good convo. I also called my step dad, originally to ask him a question, but ended up talking to him for quite a while on various subjects. He's like a big kid...it's great. I've been calling a lot of my family lately. I really miss them. I'm not one to get home-sick really, but I'm just extremely excited to see them at Christmas and almost wish I was going there for Thanksgiving. BUT, I'm spending Thanksgiving with the Coffee Chica's family wich is SUPER cool. I'm really excited for that. They're pretty cool and she has an awesome neice and nephew, which really just remind me of my own neice and nephew who I miss soo much. It's really cool to hang out with them though.
School's not so great, as in I'm not doing so well, nor am I motivated to go to my classes. I didn't go to any yesterday. It's hard to pull myself out of bed...epsecially under the circumstances. I did eventually have to get up to go to work at 11, then a Dr.'s apt, which I have to go back today. 'Tis a must :(
Alrighty, that's all I care to say right now. Surprised my self by the update, but I only really did it because I'm bored at work and people keep saying that I haven't in a while. Boo Hoo, haha j/k
Peace Baby