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three straight god damn days of nothing but migraines and aches and pains throughout my body. oh and the nausea is really fucking great too byt the way grrrr...
i truly hate going to school and dealing with people when i feel like my brain matter is slowly dripping out of my ears. lovely visual, i know.
i feel as though every little thing has been getting on my nerves lately. yes i know a pounding migraine that never wants to go away can make one irritable to no end, but i mean everything is upsetting me. it's like i have some hormonal inbalance.
i guess maybe it's the stress, im sure im not the only one who's been under a lot of stress and then everything drives them crazy and they feel like they just might break down if so much as one little insignificant thing should happen.
but i really dont understand what weakened me so much. i've been through worse and been able to wake up the next day, walk out the door, and paste on a pretty smile, until everything was better then i was okay. it isnt anything in particular that is upsetting me. i know somethings have been getting on my nerves, but it's little crap, stuff that shouldnt really get to a person. *sigh* maybe its just a build up of things
i truly hate going to school and dealing with people when i feel like my brain matter is slowly dripping out of my ears. lovely visual, i know.
i feel as though every little thing has been getting on my nerves lately. yes i know a pounding migraine that never wants to go away can make one irritable to no end, but i mean everything is upsetting me. it's like i have some hormonal inbalance.
i guess maybe it's the stress, im sure im not the only one who's been under a lot of stress and then everything drives them crazy and they feel like they just might break down if so much as one little insignificant thing should happen.
but i really dont understand what weakened me so much. i've been through worse and been able to wake up the next day, walk out the door, and paste on a pretty smile, until everything was better then i was okay. it isnt anything in particular that is upsetting me. i know somethings have been getting on my nerves, but it's little crap, stuff that shouldnt really get to a person. *sigh* maybe its just a build up of things