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Im sick and tired of how things are going, and it doesnt seem like im the one who can change anything . I keep likeing people who arnt looking for commitment, which really sucks casue thats what I want right now but Im not able to change their minds. More so on that I really really like this chick, second one in like years, and lo and behold she isnt looking for commitment at this point . No commitment I can respect cause you know its how a person feels themself and what not, again with the unable to change that. But she also (she hopes) is moving after christmas to vancity, aka capital of BC.
Work sucks ass,I've been so stressed about that place for so long but yet I cant seem to find a place where it will pay me $12 an hour ><.
Last Night my car was a victum of a hit and run at work. Aint much damagage but enough to probbly hurt my already lack of money from only working part time and school.
Oh and i really want to move out, but I cant not yet until I know whats going on with my parents. Cause if rick does leave after jan. me and mum got to find a place to live. Much as I love her, i just dont want to live at home anymore. I want to be out living with roomates! being free describes this best. But I cant, I cant leave her to try and find houseing alone, She cant do it alone.
I also only really feel I have this as my outlet, sure I can tell all you guys somethings but not everything. This has got to be the first time ive ever put everything thats going on in my life up on the table.
I dont want your pity, I just needed an outlet.
Work sucks ass,I've been so stressed about that place for so long but yet I cant seem to find a place where it will pay me $12 an hour ><.
Last Night my car was a victum of a hit and run at work. Aint much damagage but enough to probbly hurt my already lack of money from only working part time and school.
Oh and i really want to move out, but I cant not yet until I know whats going on with my parents. Cause if rick does leave after jan. me and mum got to find a place to live. Much as I love her, i just dont want to live at home anymore. I want to be out living with roomates! being free describes this best. But I cant, I cant leave her to try and find houseing alone, She cant do it alone.
I also only really feel I have this as my outlet, sure I can tell all you guys somethings but not everything. This has got to be the first time ive ever put everything thats going on in my life up on the table.
I dont want your pity, I just needed an outlet.