Last Summer Was My Heaven...
It is weird but lately I have felt more pain than I did when Marci and me ended. I don't know why it bothers me so much. I just look at last summer and try to hope for a just as good one or better one this summer. I just do not see that happening. Oh well, I will just listen to my J.E.W. clarity, death cab, and brandtson albums....that will bring....well....more emo to me I guess. I miss so much about her and I? Is there a cure for this?....I really need a fuckin vacation.
"For Me This Is Heaven"
The first star I see may not be a star.
We can't do a thing but wait.
So let's wait for one more.
The time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time.
I'm careful but not sure how it goes.
You can loose yourself in your courage.
The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.
This is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself be happy now then when?"
If not now when?
When the time we have now ends.
When the big hand goes round again.
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
Close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me.
"For Me This Is Heaven"
The first star I see may not be a star.
We can't do a thing but wait.
So let's wait for one more.
The time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time.
I'm careful but not sure how it goes.
You can loose yourself in your courage.
The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.
This is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself be happy now then when?"
If not now when?
When the time we have now ends.
When the big hand goes round again.
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
Close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me.