May 03, 2005 03:00
sitting in bed.. pitchin a neat idea to an alumni.. hopefully getting positive feedback.. if this idea goes through.. ill be pretty happy with myself... My grandfather is not doin to well. My sister called me crying this evening telling me about how he is doing. That doesnt happen to often. i dont know why i dont feel to emotional about the situation though.. I know whats happening but dont seem to have any feelings regarding it. My feelings about lots of things seem to be stale.. out of service currently. From girls to my family to school. More or less indifferent about everything that goes on. One thing that has excited me was working this summer at the nursery. I get to do some interesting stuff. Target and Wal-Mart are coming in 2 weeks... and i am setting up there entire presentation for our line. Its kinda exciting... Its actually doing something important.. My dad possibly will be goin to china again in July.. and i might be able to tag along.. MAYBE.. huge maybe.. but that would be awesome to do again. Hope to go to bed now... tomorrow will be a long day!