Goodness gracious
I am still coughing up phlegm. The word phlegm is really gross sounding, but when written.. it reminds me of "pilgrim".
Ha.
So I have no idea what is going on. It all depends on what happens with UF. If I'm in, I'm in Gainesville. No questions asked. If not, I would rather go to UCF and go to the Honor College and all that junk in Orlando than go to Santa Fe. But in order to have this as a backup plan, I have to figure out where I would be living, and who with. And it is so complicated and it stinks. I'm going to stop worrying. I should find out from UF next week. I will focus on school now because God knows I need to, we've actually been working hard in APCALC and it sucks. 4 days of school last week= 4 test grades. I don't even know what is up with that.
If...
So many If's.
I just want to have a plan. Life is easier this way, these things can't just happen. They have to be planned.
I want to go back to Europe. On my own time, and just sit in Italy and eat Gelatto. That's what I want. Half a world away. :-(
All this stress has been making me break out the last 2 weeks and it sucks. They kinda went away and now they are probably going to come back, and prom is next week.
Ohhhhhh shit I have to talk to shannon about that too.
OK. I am getting off and going to babysit now.
Pace.
<3
Ha.
So I have no idea what is going on. It all depends on what happens with UF. If I'm in, I'm in Gainesville. No questions asked. If not, I would rather go to UCF and go to the Honor College and all that junk in Orlando than go to Santa Fe. But in order to have this as a backup plan, I have to figure out where I would be living, and who with. And it is so complicated and it stinks. I'm going to stop worrying. I should find out from UF next week. I will focus on school now because God knows I need to, we've actually been working hard in APCALC and it sucks. 4 days of school last week= 4 test grades. I don't even know what is up with that.
If...
So many If's.
I just want to have a plan. Life is easier this way, these things can't just happen. They have to be planned.
I want to go back to Europe. On my own time, and just sit in Italy and eat Gelatto. That's what I want. Half a world away. :-(
All this stress has been making me break out the last 2 weeks and it sucks. They kinda went away and now they are probably going to come back, and prom is next week.
Ohhhhhh shit I have to talk to shannon about that too.
OK. I am getting off and going to babysit now.
Pace.
<3