another one
ok so lastnight was pretty stressful... my other grandmother died at 7:35 an hour after i left her. so that sucked i dont like all these people dying its just to much. and it just puts me in these moods where i just want to be left alone i dont want anyone to come and comfort me i just want to be left alone. cause when ppl so start to make me feel better i just feel worse and i get in moods where i like to nit pick everything. so i feel bad for the people around me. but any ways kevin started his new job yesterday and i guess he likes it , it kinda sucks with him not getting home till like 8 or 9 but i guess things could be worse. thursday is his graduation and my grandma funeral so that will be an eventful day. i finally talked to amber today she decided to call me and im kinda gald she did even tho i am still mad at her for what she did to me i guess i cant stay mad at her cause she is my best firend and i cant make up her mind for her. i still dont have cable it went out sunday and hasnt come back on yet and im running out of movies to watch.. im thinking about just playing some super nintendo to pass the time by. but ne ways i dont have much else to say