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Ok lately I have not been so great...things between Casey and I are just not going so well...every little thing between us just seems to turn into an argument or a huge problem...and things should not be that way. Today things between us I think are the worst they have ever been...he isn't talking to me and I'm not quite sure why...but I really am scared about our relationship...I never let myself get attached to anyone because I don't like to go through this heartache...and this time I have let myself get attached...to the point where I could not live without him..and I am feeling that horrible heartache...but I'm scared that I am going to lose him...I heard some stuff about him today and I afraid that is what he is doing now...which means he doesn't and hasn't ever cared! I couldn't go through the pain that would be caused if we decided not to be together. I love him with all my heart...and I couldn't stand to not be with him. I would never leave him but it just seems as if he doesn't feel the same. I would do anything for him and sometimes it seems as if he doesn't know that or believe me. Well I can't talk about this anymore.