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what the heck was i thinking? seriously? look at the friendship i had-the first girl i could tell everything. and i trashed it because of a stupid, stupid boy. why would i do that?
and now i worry the same thing will happen. but this time, its somewhat opposite-the liking is one-way between me and him, but two-way between them. and she's the first girl in over a YEAR ive felt like i can talk to. and its not that i'm crushing hard, its just that i've said several things to her about him. but it seems they like each other, and i dont want to get in the way of that. but i dont want another friendship to go ruined.
you know who you are. i actually dont think you even read these anymore. i know i've told you thousands, maybe even millions, of times that i'm sorry. and i know that nothing changes everytime i say it. but i mean it with all of my heart. i wish that this mistake didn't have to have such negative consequences. i wish we could be the way we were. i hate that i did that, even though it was so long ago. i'm sorry.
and now i worry the same thing will happen. but this time, its somewhat opposite-the liking is one-way between me and him, but two-way between them. and she's the first girl in over a YEAR ive felt like i can talk to. and its not that i'm crushing hard, its just that i've said several things to her about him. but it seems they like each other, and i dont want to get in the way of that. but i dont want another friendship to go ruined.
you know who you are. i actually dont think you even read these anymore. i know i've told you thousands, maybe even millions, of times that i'm sorry. and i know that nothing changes everytime i say it. but i mean it with all of my heart. i wish that this mistake didn't have to have such negative consequences. i wish we could be the way we were. i hate that i did that, even though it was so long ago. i'm sorry.