depressed...
Ugh i'm so sick of everything. Feeling like a 2nd rate friend to one, and not hanging out with many people. I'm sick of being poor and having no money to do anything. Im sick of my parents complaining about work and spending like all their waking hours there. Im sick of myself especially. I screwed up again, this time at practice. I'm so unfit and not in any shape to run, so why i thought i could i dunno, which was wishful thinking on my part. I'm sick of the rain. My hip hurts like a mother fucker and i just want to sleep for a year or so. I cant wait until...i dont know...just not now.
kaitlyn